photos.

some photos are for my projs. so ignore them . they r reminders for me for my projects.

more photos .

more photos from – mighty farewell , cg , hoe’s farewell , photos with class mates , girls outing , and etc. all random.

updates.

photos for last north d girls event , last  mighty farewell , sub district last event , shpding with shuping . let the photos do the talking. (:

on meow’s laptop – wallpaper. haha

thanks everyone.

i saw this at jamie’s blog , and im touched (:

1.Wanting
You have been my grandshepherd for around a year. Through this period of time, I am really touched by what you have done for me. When I do things that are wrong, you always correct me lovingly, give me biblical advice and pray for me. Really thank you for all this. It is great that we once knew each other. You will me remembered and missed.

Thank you Wanting for all the care and concern.
Thank you for your prayers.
Thank you for helping me when I needed help.
You kept me hanging on.

awww….

and , i came across reb’s blog. i know somehow she has changed for the better , humility? (:

ps: sheep , you’ve become alot more humble since the first time you came , but God expects more (: jy.

anyway , readers , for your info , from next week , my sheep will be sharon , debbie,  ellina , jinlin (:

and , i really appreciated angela in my life. she’s from central (:

thanks.

wanna thank these few people for coming to the wake to visit me/ my grandma. (hahas)

1. sharlene.

2. david hoe. 

3. carmen.

4. eevoon ( wrote a msg on a tissue for me . thats sweet. (: )

5. himyi. sent me a long msg (:

6. sharon .

7. weikeat

8. david sentosa.

9. liyin ( msg)

10. angela (msg)

11. xinru 

12. yu wen

13.jiajun

14. koksoon

15. jamie

16.reb

17.chanel

18.isabel ( care and concern ) , constant msges..

19. most imptly! almost forgot. arielle (: a great support (:

20. ellina , who wanted to come but it was raining like so totally heavy.

21. alvis.

22. anymore? i think i might miss out some.. )

alright. peok.the.gorgeous is going to a medical checkup (:

 

-peokthe gorgeous(:

went bugis again..

today i went bugis again.

and saw cyril , JJ and HOE.. they thought kahs is my boyfriend. lols!

i bought a perfume for my mum , and a top for my bro:)

some learnings.

• The infinite God cannot be measured by finite man.
• Faith in Christ is not a leap into the dark; it’s a step into the light.

• Pride and grace cannot dwell in the same place.

• Don’t let Satan manage the details of your life.

• Unexpected changes are opportunities in disguise.

• The closer we walk with God, the CLEARER we see His guidance.

 

• If you want to be wise, LISTEN to Jesus.

• Do what you can where you are with what you have.

• We can stop forgiving others when Christ stops forgiving us.

• Make THE right choice: obey AND submit to the spirit’s voice.

• We cannot know the heart of God unless we have a heart for God.

• Even if you have nothing else to give, you can give encouragement.

• Never doubt in the dark what God has shown you in the light.

• Contentment is not getting what we want but being satisfied with what we have.

• Let danger drive you to JESUSJ yups. do comment .

random stuff.

don’t obey in your comfort zone .

you see , whats the points of obeying when you’re already in you comfort zone.. it’s logical and common sensical.

anyway !  some of my other learnings are printed and given to some people.. i shall type some impactful ones..

1. significance is found in the number of days we’ve used them .

2. our words and works shd ALWAYS say the same thing.

3. THANKSGIVING is a way of life.

4. afflictions are designed to bring us to God.

5. heartless sarcasm is definitely more harmful than physical bruises.

6.abusive language reveals a sinful heart.

7. a faith COSTS NOTHING & DEMANDS NOTHING is worth nothing.

alright. i believe all these are simple and clear to understand

anyway , there’s two qualifications/requirements that’s mentioned in my sub-d ” desperate shepherds” meet.

1. committed to the will of God.

simply put , without the will of God , who are you actually serving ? hahas.

 

2. obedience.

asking God to grow you means asking God to test you. which also means asking you to step out of your comfort zone . ALSO means , you need to obey. wells , we can ask God for a thousand and one things , the moment we don’t obey , it’s violating God’s command , it’s disregarding God’s presence . ( you see , if you know God’s there , you’ll definitely obey right ? it’s just abt our identity in Jesus.) , it’s insubmission towards authority , it’s sabotaging your own SPIRITUAL LIFE ,  it’s neglecting God’s love ,  it’s revolt , stubbornness and TRANSGRESSIONS!!!

alright. but along with obedience, isn’t FAITHFULNESS crucial ? obedience is great , but obedience along with faithfulness is stupendous! what completes it is faithfulness. you can obey , do it for one day. you can be faithful and obey , do it till God says STOP.

ALRIGHT . peok the gorgeous is tired. anyway , on tues evening , peok the gorgeous is gonna fetch arielle the brillant at the airport. i bet she can see this , cuz shanghai cant read wordpress. hahas.

- you’ve been peokED ! hehe.

random-ness

Psalm 23 (New International Version)

 

Psalm 23

A psalm of David.

 1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want. 2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
       he leads me beside quiet waters,

 3 he restores my soul.
       He guides me in paths of righteousness
       for his name’s sake.

 4 Even though I walk
       through the valley of the shadow of death, ^[a]
       I will fear no evil,
       for you are with me;
       your rod and your staff,
       they comfort me.

 5 You prepare a table before me
       in the presence of my enemies.
       You anoint my head with oil;
       my cup overflows.

 6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
       all the days of my life,
       and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
       forever.

 

this is the passage which we’d better read and meditate on everyday, for the whole week.

pastor shirls helped me alot in understanding v2-3a..

yep:)

in north clm worship, when we sang the first song, Come holy Spirit , God dropped me a few words : refresh , renewal and freshness.

then im like , ” God , i was really refreshed by you each day ma.. “

God said , ” not for you , for the cl team” .

then i , ” orh… ok . so am i supposed to say ? hahas. “

God said , ” if you don’t wanna say , i’ll send someone else to do it then”

then i , ” oh !ok!:) hee.”

it was kinda scary , cause i think it’s the first time God dropped me a prophesy for the cl team..

after that shar talked to us and she identified the same word.. ( i shan’t elaborate further..)

some things abt which im convicted of what shar said.

- refresh.

-intergrity of heart.

-let God deal.

-luke 10:38-42. (be mary , not martha)

- we don’t ask God to do things for us , God’ll give us what we really need:)

overall: – do you treat God as your bestfriend?

To LEADERS:

if we lose our characters, we lose our credibility.

anyway , i wanna thank God for growing my gift of discernment, i knew that cause i was praying for this person in clm , and God reveal a picture to me , it really took courage for me to pray out for this person as the picture wasn’t direct and i had to interpret out the pic into words. yup. after the prayer , i asked this person whether did i discerned correctly and this person said yes. !!!!!

another thing , while me and 3 other ppl were having supper . anonymous asked us , what’ll make you bang the table. at that instance , i took it as a joke . it took me a while to process. what’ll really make me bang the table is , if people are not giving their best , don’t have the spirit of excellence.. yep.

ps: anyway , i wanna take effort to grow in relationships with friends:)

-peok!

 

thanksgiving .

There are definitely many things which i want to thank God for in 2008 . however the question to ask is that , are all these the best that i can do?

as much as i can/ will thank God for in every part/day/period of  my life , am i fulfilling God’s tasks for me? as much as God has helped me in every area of my life , am i making full use of his grace , mercy and love ? as much as God’s omnipotence is evident , am i taking advantage of his deeds?

i shall share some of my thanksgiving points.

1. God .

definitely he has helped me the most. being my assurance when im alone. being my guide when im lost….. (and the list goes on..) but what’s more prominent that i wanna thank is his presence . during my o levels period , his presence made a very important role in my life , guiding mr through and assuring me:)

2. immediate family.

my family is definitely which  appreciate alot. my parents always support me . bought lots and lots and lots of tonic for me. as a typical asian culture, they don’t say “i love you” , but my mum do:) my dad would show love by getting whatever i needed , like sweets to keep me awake , food to keep me well taken care of , tonics and support me financially.

3. previous DMM.

which includes dk, josh , val , jog. i really apprecite them alot alot . for what they’ve done . being with them is totally indescribable:)

4. choir.

choir is actually quite a closed group . all of us are bonded closely together , spiritually too. im glad to have a group of friends like them . and thank god for louis . he always gives his best in all that he do , he always speaks with convictions that actually inspires ppl:)

5. shar.

she’s always been sarcrificial to travel down to wdl and shpd me. as much as she was busy , she’ll take time out. a good listening ear indeed.

6. arielle .

a great support in my life . though she’s not in singapore , we always update each other tru msn and etc. during my o levels period , she travelled down to adm to teach me in math and sciences. i was really touched and really aprreciate her alot . found her in choir. hahas. same section too:) sop 1:)

7. mighty.

wanna thank david for guiding me and being my spiritual father. without him guiding my life , i wouldn’t be where i am now. thanks david. wanna thank mighty for being part of my life.

8. coffeeBEANS.

hey girls . really appreciate you guys. really wanna thank you for your presence , support , love and joy. thanks for the times you guys bought things for me . thanks for the times when you supported me when the whole world don’t:)

happy new year!

alright man!

i’m gonna do follow up on rachel at 3.30 later. after that we are gonna go swimming !!

alright! today’s cg is very funny . more than half did not turn up. and i think some are still asleep.  lols! anyway , watch IP man this morning at 2.20 am.. to me , i don like this kinda shows. so chinese.. lol. but it made me teared at the end. then! jianhao and jiajun who was at my right kept laughing and laughing. lol. so irritation. i kept tearing but they kept laughing at the movie !!! anyway the point is , this shows talk abt ur dignity towards a country ? hahas. the rest i don’t utd.. hees alright . gonna prepare now