yay , one last paper , apparently i havent studied for my contract procurement.

thats why im here. i’ve got great plans with him from tmr onwards till the end of my holidays. im really excited. and also im working for world cup everyday. yay. got money !

he’s driving tmr so we don need to catch the last train and squeeze with people ! yayness.

overall all my papers are alright, just that there are major mistakes which i think i can forgo my A. like seriously.

and wow . my classmate told me how he/she cheated, and i was like WOW! THATS SO AMAZING!

and im lke having holidayy mood already ( no please dont!

alright. i shall go study now

btw i wanna laugh at those xxxxxxx who THOUGHT ppl who backslided and have r/s will break off soon. HAHA. ONE YEAR LIAO LO ))))

PS: NOT TRYING TO CREATE A BAD NAME , BUT STOP BEING LEGALISTIC .

for me to trash everything out.

(3 days ago; i typed it in my ipod)

 i always liked using the time for gym to reflect nd think about things in my life, not that im emo, but im a thinker.

school is starting soon, like in a few days time. im looking forward but at the same time dread it bcs of my bullshit results that i got for my sem 1. im afraid it will happen again, or will do the same stupid mistake again.

im really discontented , not cause i didnt study , but cause , which i just realised, due to me myself , being given a rather big task that requires much responsibility, time, efforts and etc etc. i regretted greatly for taking up the job, not cause the task failed, in fact it was successful . in law, i call it undue influence. it applies. at that point , i felt it’s worth the price, but not anymore. i shouldn’t only feel worth it, at the point im entrusted of the task.

now i regret giving up cheerleading. thanks. cheerleading is sth i enjoy , i dont see why you should, take it away from me.  my once depreciated results took a stark turn, finally, after i decide to give up what you think i should not give up.

you made me think what i did was wrong. all u say are all lies. i dont believe you. and will never will. you never made any effort to clarify or ecplained at the very least but pretended nth happen.