Here i am, resting at home prolly for the first time of the year. ( yes, of the year) just cause i had to.
As a choleric person, it’s almost crazy to stay at home doing nothing, as it’s the holidays and I’ve somewhat completed my part of the FYP. However i felt a tinge of uneasiness as i slept for most of the times these few days. you can say i am only awake 6 hours out of the 24 hours we have. even when i’m on bed, i think of how fruitful i can be. (how ironic)
Yesterday marks the first surgery i had ever in my life, wisdom tooth surgery, that 4 widsom teeth and one non-functional tooth were removed. the picture of my lovely babies can be found in my facebook though(i foresee a drop in viewership if i post it here) it’s also prolly one of the few times i received expressive support and love from my parents. my dad drove me to NDC yesterday, accompanied by my mum. they tried to cheer me up with my dad’s silly jokes.
However, waiting is almost torturous as my appointment is at 9am. and i am only sent into the surgery room at 10.15am. it felt like a million years. this time also tested my faith in God.i prayed. and i felt the inner peace though i’m abit kan chiong. ( what ridicule)
The surgery room was ice-like cold and i was only wearing a robe while the surgeon and the nurses and anaesthesiologist were wrapped with layers of coats. there was a slight embarrassment as the operation bed was too high for me and the nurses had to carry me up. the voice of my anaesthesiologist was assuring and fatherly and i felt a lil sense of comfort. what’s funny is that they tied me up and injected a specific something through my left hand i was unconscious.
The next moment i was already awake and struggling with already dried tears. i was subconcious for about 3 hours where some others who performed the surgery later than me had already went home. and the needle was still not removed from my hand i teared even more.
i felt very evidently He was with me throughout the surgery and the aftermath, and i would really wanna thank Him.(Thank You, God)
People who really know me knows that fact that i eat like glutton and eats many meals a day. however, i haven’t eaten anything except for spamming water for the past 40 hours. yes i do feel giddy but i trust in his providence and protection upon me. my face is swollen and warped from an oval shape to a distorted square shape of uneven sides. yes, that terrible. i couldnt speak and didnt even have the energy to hold my phone. my vision was blurry and contorted however i could hear clearly the conversations happening around me. my mouth, jaw and ears were totally numb and i felt awkward not feeling anything. my point is that, i wanted to remove the gauze from my mouth but instead i pulled my lip and still the gauze was still there. how silly.
yes i have a total of 8 days MC but i felt it’s not fully utilized as i am having my holidays. the only usable number of MCs is only 3 days. oh well, at least i wont miss a lot of lessons.
this is prolly one of the longest post? (alright, the most fruitful task of the day)
all in all, wanna Thank God for the situations and people he placed in my life that made me closer to Him each day.
cheers!
